OK well I'm sorry guys but this xanga is shutting down, completely, I wont ever be back no matter what happens, to many people know this xanga and to many people can find out about this xanga and i dont want that to happen.

Goodbye my friends, you may stumble across me but i doubt that

~Ancient Vampyre~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!!! YAY!!

Well I today has been good so far...except someone threatening to beat me up...hmm...but that bitch is scared of me so she wont try anyrhing. Fucking whore. I'm going out for a meal tonight, have no idea what i'm gonna wear though lol.

But cos i have LOTS of things to do...walk my dog get changed tidy my room etc lol I'll post more either later or tomorrow, cya guys xxx

~Ancient Vampyre~

Well I've decided to stay as the Ancient Vampyre, i only had 2 people actually reply to my post yesterday but thats fine...

I'm confused....greatly...I'm falling for my bf...which is confusng me in itself but anyway...my ex seems to want to get back together with me...then he doesnt...he doesnt really know what he wants i dont think....I want him...but i dont....i want Gareth...but i want Michael....why does love confuse me so?

If i had my way I would mix the 2 up...I'd have Gareths body and most of his personality...he makes me feel so special when i'm with him...I'm calmer and happier when i'm around him...but i wish he was 17 and i could trust him not to cheat on me...like i do Michael....

I think if I'm honet, i will stay with Gareth for as long as i can...or at least untill i sort things out with Michael...but i think me and Gareth will last...and i love the thought of that happening...my life would be so much easier if it was just me and Gareth...not me Gareth, Michael, my school mates, my best mates and he's bitchy ex Erica....

Well...thats all i can think of at the moment...i will explain everything that has happened since i was here last...i cant even remember who i was with then...if it was still the Dona thing or if it was Robert...or my wolfie....depending if i told you his actual name or not lol, well ttyl guys xx

~Ancient Vampyre~

And the Ancient Vampyre returns....

Alot has happened. i have changed I suppose...but you can decide that for yourself. I have had many xanga's over the past few months ranging from Vampires to Wolves lol. Donna, well she is someone of the past, although i still talk to her, and i've just realised that i've known her now for a year and 1 day...we met on the 12th September, I sent her a text through zed chat, well i sent a few lasses the same text...something about me being an inexperianced lesbian...anyway, Donna and a few others replied. I can even remember where i was when she first text me, i was sat on a desk in the music room at break...funny how you remember the little things...i can remember where i was when she first told me she loved me...i just got out of the car from getting some chips with my mum, Donna text me sayng that if she tells me something that i wont ignore her...i promised her i wouldnt ignore her...lol i can remember i took ages to text her back though so she thought i was ignoring her lol. But i wasnt...and i said the same thing back to her...i love you....She was so happy...i was so happy....in a way anyway.

But when i told her the truth it all went down hill...we both found out who we really were and hated each other....well she hated me anyway, in a way i still love her, always will, you can never forget your first love.

But...even though i want to carry on babling...i cant...i have my dog to walk lol She's doing that threatening to pee on the carpet thing again lol.

~Ancient Vampyre~

ps I'm probably back for good depending on how much of a response i get from yo u guys, so just say hi if you do read this, thanks